the human form

The human body. Most people, I believe, find some person physically attractive. But I've been thinking, thinking about the human body not as a person but as just an object... and i don't like it. Even the most beautiful people with perfect bodies. I think it's horrid, it's disgusting, vile. It scares me, i wouldn't even touch it.

But why does one find people physically attractive? What does adding 'life' change so much? I'm still looking at the same horrible object.



(i think i got this comment thing working)

no lift to nethers :(

i didn't manage to get a lift this weekend so i guess i'm not going oh well, the weather forcast wasn't great anyway.

i started learning esperanto again, grammer is soo easy, just need vocabulary.

hmmm

ok erm, i'm gonna blog more from now on.

anyway.....

so... what have i been up to?, not much. looking for a job(more like waiting for a job). whent to ashton court festival last sunday, was entertaining, but didn't have much time there cos i got there so late, having arrive back in bristol 8pm ish from skydiving. went skydiving on the saturday and sunday, though not really skydiving, just packing to earn money. made quite a bit but its really hard work, very tiring, fingers aching. anyway, got the 6th harry potter book on tuesday, finished reading it yesterday. very sad. not been doing much, beenon my comp all day, very boring, played a few games, got bored. managed to get a bungie(a thick elastic band about 1 cm wide and 3 cm diameter, used in packing parachutes) around my head.
Been sending a few emails(i never send emails) lately they feel awkward, i'm not used to them. blah this is long enough.

bored now

well i've handed my cv to a number of job agencies, now i have nothing to do except wait a while.